Doubling Down

This item will be released August 15, 2026.

A Memoir of War, PTSD, and the Dangerous Bets We Make
by Sean D. Carberry
ISBN: 978-1-963695-88-5 ebook $9.99
August 15, 2026

What does a war correspondent do when the assignment ends? In Sean Carberry’s case, he came home from Afghanistan wired for danger and found civilian life in D.C. unbearably small. So, he sought refuge from the alienation and PTSD in a casino. Doubling Down: A Memoir of War, PTSD, and the Dangerous Bets We Make traces Carberry’s unlikely transformation from NPR Kabul correspondent to Maryland Live Chairman—the casino’s highest tier—and the years of jackpots, decadence, and creeping ruin that followed. Droll, unsettling, and bracingly honest, it’s a dispatch from a world even most casino-goers never see, and a reckoning with the seductions of danger, the grief of a lost identity, and the demons of a man who knew exactly what he was doing and couldn’t stop anyway. It’s the epilogue his memoir, Passport Stamps: Searching the World for a War to Call Home, only hinted at.

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Doubling Down: A Memoir of War, PTSD, and the Dangerous Bets We Make
by Sean D. Carberry


Praise for Sean Carberry’s Doubling Down


With searing honesty—and the pathos and wry humor that can only come with real candor—Sean Carberry’s Doubling Down brings readers into the adrenaline-pumping highs of casino jackpots and the dark lows on the other side. Carberry spent years as an international journalist covering lives torn asunder by conflict. He then found himself grappling with the inner upheavals and uncertainties left by the career he embraced. Doubling Down is riveting and essential reading.—Brian Murphy, longtime Associated Press foreign correspondent, Washington Post writer and editor, and author


Doubling Down is the painfully gripping story of a war correspondent struggling to find meaning and human connection away from the battlefield. With a journalist’s eye for detail, Carberry chronicles the highs, lows and loneliness of a gambling addiction that threatens to blow up his life.—Jason Beaubien, former NPR correspondent


Praise for Sean Carberry’s Passport Stamps


“I wasn’t who I was because I was a journalist, I was a journalist because of who I am.” We need such journalists. Sean Carberry has written a brave book for which there are no passport stamps—the soul highs and lows of intoxicating faith leaping around dangerous combat zones on a years-long adrenalin rush. This is a clarion call for better mental health treatment after a confusing exodus from that world, where writing knits together that which is frayed and keeps indelible experiences on the shelves of story, always.—Jacki Lyden, author of Daughter of the Queen of Sheba and former NPR host and correspondent


 Passport Stamps brings to mind Gale Garnett’s “We’ll Sing in the Sunshine.” Carberry describes the evanescence of sunshine and darkness followed by the inevitable being “on the way” of a journalist. Carberry’s world is a tattered web of people and places: Serbia, Russia, Egypt, Colombia, Lebanon, Syria, Yemen, Afghanistan—our simultaneously horrifying yet alluring broken globe. Passport Stamps records Carberry’s memories—accounts which make the reader ache for his forgotten life, real or imagined. It is a sharp, raking marvelous travel book, an autobiography rich with detail and ponderings about life.—Sam Pickering, author of The Gate in the Garden Wall, and “The Truth”


A lot of journalists come back from covering war and disaster and write the book about what they saw. Sean Carberry tells a different story—about what goes on inside of such a reporter’s mind out there. Hopes, dreams, fears, embarrassment, hard lessons. It’s all there, and it’s quite a yarn.—John Donvan, former ABC News correspondent, filmmaker, and author of In a Different Key: The Story of Autism


Author Sean Carberry sits smiling at the camera wearing a long-sleeved army-green t-shirt and holding a tabby cat on his lap.Sean Carberry is an award-winning journalist, writer, and editor. In more than 15 years as a radio and print correspondent, he reported from dozens of countries, including the Democratic Republic of Congo, Iraq, Libya, Sudan, Syria, and Yemen, and served as NPR’s last Kabul-based correspondent from 2012 to 2014. He is the author of the memoir Passport Stamps: Searching the World for a War to Call Home (Madville Publishing, 2023). He has a B.A. from Lehigh University and an M.P.A. from the Harvard Kennedy School—credentials that did not, it turns out, prevent him from feeding great sums of money into video poker machines. He lives in Washington, D.C., with Squeak, the cat he rescued from the streets of Kabul, who has since been rescuing him.

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